So hard for me to keep up with blogging and if I blogged everyday would you believe I was working super hard, working and bringing up a family of 4 boys? I think not, lol, so non blogging means Im out there doing the hard yards to report back when I can (wink).
BUT, tonight I have something super exciting to blog about. It came to me today when doing part of the surprise challenge today. I looked at photos taken while I was training and could not 'see' for myself my weight loss. It made me really depressed :( To me I still look 150kg. I look at photos and my face looks the same just fresher, or less chins. I look at my body and it looks like Im breathing in, no real difference.
To some this might not be strange at all. But I'm 1.2kg off a 50kg loss. I have lost a whole person, almost as much as Michelle Bridges weighs, I have lost. To me I still walk in a room with my stomach and butt leading the way- simultaneously.
Sooo, obviously I cant see it yet but can I feel it? What would it be like to do a workout at my original size. 147.5kg in weight?
Ive decided for my mini milestone in week 4 I am going to do my normal 4km walk with 50kg in a back pack, just like they have done on the biggest loser.
Ive arranged with my gym to do it there. Ill do it on a treadmill with a 2% incline and at a speed of above 5.
Crazy because its gunna hurt, maybe I might do a jog for a minute or two. I plan on pushing myself as much as my knees and back hold up.
So this SHOULD make me realise how much weight I HAVE lost.
Bring it on.
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